i think i have a phobia of going to churches now.

i hope tmr's churching with twinny & the jiemuix would be a good one. scared ah

i feel very pressurized whenever i go to church. cos i can't be myself. cos of the people there. cos i don't know what to say to them whenever i see them. cos i don't know what to do when im there. cos i don't know how christians should behave.

as much as i love attending church when i was super young and reading the bible, till now, i still do. but i'd rather read the bible and not go to church those kind.

i dunno what am i saying.